Chapter 31

“If you want to back out, I wouldn’t be offended. We have only been dating for almost two months now.” Silas said while his back was to me, and he filled the fridge with easy-to-eat food for the week. The heat hotel we picked was definitely an experience. They offer complimentary breakfast, which they deliver to each room using the air element to eliminate scents and sounds that the alphas or omegas would perceive as a threat. I’ve heard of people using air to do housework and other duties, but I’ve never actually experienced it.

When the doors were shut, and the heats or ruts were in full swing, the door was locked, and unless you pressed the panic button on the nightstand, it didn’t open on either side. This made me feel safe despite the public advertisement of my heat.

The room had a full bathroom stocked with healing ointments, elixirs, and all kinds of muscle-relaxing bath salts. While the actual bedroom had a kitchenette and a queen-size bed. At least, that was what we picked. It wasn’t what we received. Instead of the queen-size bed, our bedroom hosted a gaudy red heart mattress. When I glanced around the side of the bed, my suspicions that it vibrated were confirmed. It made me roll my eyes so hard I was surprised I didn’t see the back of my own head.

I sat on the bed as Silas continued to empty the grocery bags.

“I love you,” I said, waiting for him to register what I said, which took him far longer than I thought, making me smile. The slow turn of his head, showing me how wide his eyes were, was a picture of him I would always take with me. Silas was typically very stoic in an outward appearance. I noticed in my short time with him that he feels deeply when he finally feels for something, but even if something were the pinnacle of his existence, he still wouldn’t show it on his face. I don’t think it’s because he doesn’t want to; I just don’t think he was capable.

“I love you,” I repeated, looking into his eyes as I did. “I honestly don’t know where I would be without you this summer. You being there for me and helping me means the world to me. I wish we had seen each other sooner.” I started slowly, but somewhere along the way, my words got faster until I felt like I was going to faint from the lack of air between words.

Taking a deep breath, taking advantage of his stunned silence. I continued, carefully breathing in between words, “We may have only been together for two months, but I know, and my omega knows, you are the perfect alpha for me. You take care of me, and not only do you take care of me, but you actually care for me. I wouldn’t give you up for the world.” I said with a wide smile.

“So, to reiterate. I love you. I want this. Above all, I want you to bite me, Daddy.” I grinned.

His answering growl was everything, making me shiver at what was to come. He stalked me from across the room, his eyes never leaving mine, even for a second. When he reached me, he gripped the hair on the back of my head but didn’t actually manipulate my head like he normally likes to. He held my head steady as he rubbed his nose up my jaw to my ear.

The growl he let out was deadly, and I could instantly feel my panties getting wet with my slick, making me flush.

“Oh, I’ll bite you, baby. I won’t even wait until your heat goes into full swing.” His breath puffed hotly against me, making my head fog.

“You want me to bite you now, baby girl? Do you want to wear my teeth marks in that delicate skin of yours?” He nipped my earlobe. I knew right then and there that if he bit me right now, it would hurt like a motherfucker. Heat hormones usually numb the pain of bonding bites, but I also knew that I wanted nothing more than to feel his teeth in me right now. Pain regardless.

“Ye-yes.” I gasped out.

He growled in response and pulled my hair hard. “That’s not how I told you to address me. Yes…. What?” He snarled.

“Yes, Daddy,” I said, and the pain in my scalp throbbed, matching my now pulsing clit.

“Such a good girl.” He purred before giving my bonding gland a good lick. “You smell so fucking good. You were irresistible before, but my gods.” He groaned against my skin. “Now you are fucking sinful. You would bring monarchs to their knees with your scent, baby girl.”

“Bite me.” I groaned out. “Please, Daddy?”

“I told you, baby girl. You only ever have to ask.” He said before sinking his teeth into my skin. The pain made me cry out before I realized he bit next to my bonding gland, not into it. The whimper that fell out of my throat was full of need and disappointment.

“I promised to bite you, just not where. You should know better than to phrase your words so vaguely, love.”

His dark chuckle answered the whine that bubbled low in my throat.

“I’ll take care of you, my omega. But I want to do this properly. When you are so far gone cumming on my knot after I fill that pretty pussy full of my cum. I want my bite to be what throws you into another orgasm, letting you writhe helplessly on me but with nowhere for you to go.” He said, lapping at the new bite mark.

My foggy brain was starting to space out even more, to the point that I was becoming spacey. I knew I was entering subspace, and if he didn’t rein in his energy soon, I would probably be gone to la la land until the end of my heat.

“That’s a good girl, relax for me. Let me take care of you. I love you, my little omega.” He purred.

“I love you, Alpha,” I responded instantly, only half realizing he had said he loved me for the first time.

“I’ve loved you the moment I saw you in our guest room. I knew I was fucked the second I smelled you. I knew that if you rejected me, I probably would have never found another mate because you were it for me.” He groaned, pushing me to lay fully on the bed as he climbed on top of me, caging me in between his muscled arms.

“When you said you were willing to try with me, I knew I couldn’t fuck it up because if you left me…” He bit me hard on the thin skin under my ear, making me screech in surprise, but I was thrown off the deep end of subspace. The two bite marks throbbed deliciously, and I knew for a fact that this one was bleeding freely because I felt the trails of blood tickling the back of my neck. His warm tongue lapped up the blood, cleaned the blood off my skin, and continued to lap at the bite until the blood stopped spilling altogether.

“I don’t think I would have let you leave, ” he growled, and the shiver that raced up my spine brought goosebumps that filled out the skin on my arms and legs.

“Please, Alpha.” I pleaded.

Silas just chuckled and rubbed his cheek against mine, pressing his hips into mine. “Be still, love. We will have a whole week to take care of that dripping pussy.” He took a deep breath, and when exhaled, he let out a slightly rumbling growl. I tried to press my thighs together to get friction on my throbbing clit, but he pushed his hips further into mine to still them. “Oh, what plans do I have for you?”

He buried his face in my hair, taking another breath of my scent before resting his weight on his forearms, his face close to mine.

“Lets get some food in you, I want to make sure you have enough energy before I fucking ruin you.”

Unlike my usual heats, this heat didn’t come suddenly, and out of nowhere; this came on gradually. It still tormented me with a flame that curled in my abdomen and reached outward to heat my skin. The slick leaking out of me soaked my thighs and the sheets I was lying on. We both went to bed naked because we knew that we’d rather not ruin our clothes if the heat came on during the night. Since Silas was already with me, he didn’t have to go far to see the pre-heat symptoms go into full heat.

The second the sweat on my forehead trailed down my temple to get absorbed in my hair, and even the thin sheet covering me became too much, he was awake and on me.

“Alpha, please!” I gasped out as he sucked the sweat off my neck. But he ignored me as he traveled down to take a nipple in his mouth and trailed a hand down my body to rub a few circles on my hip before dipping down to cup my sex. I arched into his sucking mouth, pushing my whole body into his touch.

He let a finger run roughly between my folds, flicking my clit hard as he did so, making me gasp.

“Please?” I begged desperately.

“What do you need, Omega?” His growl vibrating against my breast, full well knowing what I fucking needed.

“Your knot. Please, Alpha. I need your knot.” I grabbed his hair and tried to pull him up towards me. He snarled, grabbing my wrists and pushing them above my head with one hand, and while abandoning my pussy he used the earth element to secure my hands to the bed with the other hand.

“You forget, I’m in control here. Now, I need something from you before I can give you my knot.” He said before taking my lips in a bruising kiss.

“Anything, please!” I answered when he let my lips go.

He smirked at me before throwing my thighs over his shoulders and using his hands to pull my hips to his face.

“I need to taste your slick straight from the source.” He said before licking a strip from my entrance to my clit, culing his tongue to rub my clit hard at the end. I gripped the sheets I could touch with my bound hands and held on as he zeroed in on my clit and sucked harshly.

“Fuck!” I screeched out, my hips wanting both to get closer to his mouth but also far away from the rough treatment. I didn’t have a say in the manner because he was holding me still against his face regardless of how I felt about it.

He ran his tongue in a circle around my clit before moving down to my entrance and lapping up the slick that was practically pouring out of me.

“My gods, you are as sweet as you smell. I could eat you all day and not get tired, love.” He groaned out before licking open my entrance and licking his way into my body as far as his tongue could go. Almost immediately, he let an arm curl over the top of my thigh to use his forearm to hold me steady as he used his thumb to press on my clit.

I could feel the pressure building quickly in my stomach, and I knew I was going to come in probably seconds.

“That’s it, baby, come in my mouth. I want you to drench me. Your tightening around my tongue is so fucking hot.” He groaned against me, sticking his tongue back in me right as I let go with a scream.